I keep thinking everyday that I need to find a job but the very thought of trying to go out there and "sell" myself both daunting and dispiriting. I would rather curl up in a ball and simply hope it will all go away.
I can barely breath sometimes with the amount of anxiety I feel, the lack of hope for the future, the thought that I could well have years to live with no real purpose or desire.
At the moment it's all I can do to keep on going and the real reason I do is that I have 2 dogs I love ridiculously and know I am the only person prepared to love them like this.
Anyone else here in the same situation?